I made a mistake but it really wasn’t my fault,
A trap was set to lock me in this vault.
It’s been forever since I have been trapped inside,
Alone and angry, knowing something inside me died.
I tried so hard to find a way out,
I wondered if anyone could hear me shout?
Nothing changed and no one came to my rescue,
I am still here and I know here I will have to continue.
So I choose to let go of hope,
Hope that… I could find a way out through the ceiling or in the floor
Hope that… I could get my life back or that I could open the door
Hope that… I could defeat the darkness and find the light
Hope that… I could find the reset button to set it all right
Here I was condemned to suffer every single day,
If this is where I have to be then here I will stay.
I have accepted that I am trapped forever within,
So, I wont fight you for a chance to win.
But I wont give up, surrender or give in,
I will find a way to survive within.
I always thought that I was the victim in this story,
But I now know that I have to be the hero of my own story.
I don’t need to mend the broken pieces of my life,
That part of me has already died.
I learnt to survive before you trapped me in
And survive I will until I am set free.