So much happening around me,
I open my eyes but I still can’t see.
I reach out to touch,
But my fingers don’t grasp much.
I feel nothing because I feel numb,
Numb to the world I have become.
Nothing affects me the way it did before,
I am not complaining, I couldn’t ask for more.
There was a time when I cared too much,
The weight of the world was on my shoulders as such.
Now there is nothing where there was,
Do I know what was the cause?
I don’t know and I don’t want to find out,
I feel numb and there is nothing to complain about.
There is emptiness within and all around,
And in this emptiness I let myself drown.
I drown my happiness and my sorrows,
I let go off any hope for tomorrow.
I have reached down to rock bottom,
And I know I have been forgotten.
I am here and here to stay,
The person you knew is now far away.
But it doesn’t matter what I left above,
I left behind all that I ever loved.